No running for me... I can hardly walk. i have an appt with my surgeon in 2 weeks. oh well. God has different plans. I will post another time.

He Makes All Things New

I'm back! It is nearly been 1 1/2 years since my last post. I am so excited about many things! With every day comes a new understanding of who I am in Christ. I am going to journal more frequently! I have discovered that it has taken me years to accept this disability, called Chiari. I have been waiting for that moment when everything feels normal. It hasnt come. You know what? That's okay. I am learing to do things differently and adjust my daily activities accordingly. I pray alot and I thank God for the small things. Some days I get out of bed and cannot walk straight for a few hours. Some days I cannot hold my head up. Some days I cannot focus. Some days my body hurts so badly. I just get back in bed and wait until it passes. Ususally it does. I am just ready to move on! I, in some ways, have used this sickness as a crutch. I am willing to push past these hinderances and be all that God has called me to be. Afterall this life is temporary. I am learing to focus on eternal things. I am beginning this week to train for another marathon. My first one was two years ago and I believe it has taken me that long to get over it! LOL! I will train for twenty weeks and hopefully run in March. It's ON!!! I am really excited! Wish me luck!- or better yet, favor:)



“Look, I am making everything new!” Revelation 21:5